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So Jenny tagged me to do this so here it is!
Real Beauty Tag:
1. Watch this shocking little masterpiece to get some inspiration
2. Sift through all those pictures of yourself that you "look terrible in"
3. Pick atleast 3 current-ish pictures of yourself that you actually DO like
4. Post them on your blog to share!
5. Answer my Real Beauty Questions about yourself
6. Tag whoever you want!
PICTURES: I dont have alot to choose from.. I"m on my computer at work but I'll see what I can find... here goes.


This one isn't my best picture but I love it because it is with my grandpa.

same with this one. not my best but I still love it. :)

This is from Senior year but is my FAVORITE senior pic.

Real Beauty Questions:

1. What is your favorite physical feature about yourself?

I have to say my eyes.
2. What is your favorite personality trait of yourself?

I am a pretty giving and helpful person.
3. Where is the most "daring" place you have gone without make up on?

pretty much everywhere.. hahah I hardly ever put makeup on.. I'm a slacker
4. What is your biggest accomplishment thus far?

getting married, buying a house and now getting ready to have a baby. :)
5. When do you feel the most beautiful?
when Ricky hugs me for no reason. :) and gives me that.. *look* :)

I tag:

whoever reads my blog that wants to do it.. :) Kayleen, Julie, etc.

yucky

today in general sucked... and I am still at work for 3 more hours. BOO. I went to the unemployment office today. what a waste. they dont help at all and I cant finish filing till tuesday anyway. (my official last day of work) then I'll be poor... I have more bills than I can handle and no one can buy my car. What a pain. I just wish a miracle would come along. That'd be great.

well. one can dream, right?

Getting Nervous

I'm nervously waiting for 2:00 to roll around. I have a phone interview with the big HR lady in Boise for a job I really really want. It is a local job and I think this is my one shot. Its not easy to impress someone just over the phone so this will be hard. I am not good at interviews anyway so I'm not sure how this will go.
Anyway. I just wanted to post a little something.

14 weeks today.

So... I'm 14 weeks today! :) only 3 more weeks till we can find out what we're having. We will probably have to wait closer to 6 because of when my dr. appts fall but that's ok! I'm just glad everything is going good so far. and our families are awesome and so helpful and supportive! :) We are so greatful... even with the crappy circumstances that are mixed in with all of everything (me getting laid off, finances...) but we're hoping to get some things figured out and taken care of.
Hopefully Ricky will be able to start school this fall and go full time. It will be awesome when he is all done with school. Then I will get to go :)
Anyway. Just thought I'd update a little.
-Later

another crappy day

So... today wasn't the best day I've ever had... really emotional actually.
Hopefully it will get better. I havea little over 2 hours left of work but I'm exhausted, hungry, and sore. I really would like a grape soda right now... but they are all at home and I'm stuck here at work.
I guess I should enjoy it while I have a job. This place is closing at the end of the month... great economy... thank you!... ugh... I have an interview Monday but I've been told I'm no good in interviews so we'll see how it goes... wish me luck. If not, its off to the unemployment office... yuck.
Pregnant and unemployed... thats the mix I wanted right now... oh and lets just add in a huge pile of debt to that list.
Don't get me wrong. I am not sad in any way that we are having a baby. I just wish I could be more prepared to give this baby the life it will deserve. I have about 6 months to get my shit together.. lets hope I can get it done...

starting a family

So. We are pregnant! Yep! starting our little family!
I'm due Sept. 22nd. We are so excited. I figured I'd come blog here occasionally. (because I get bored at work ) I dont have much to say right now but as I get farther along I will have more to say. Thanks for reading. check back later!